The Last Superpower

Got on the scale today just for kicks. 160.2. So a loss from the last time I was on the scale. Went to the gym shortly afterwards. Got a blister 4 miles into my run.

But I'm feeling better. Better about running, Better about myself. Now. Just better mind you. I still feel ugly as all get out. And fat. OOh yea.. totally fat. But. Still an improvement. I feel better.
Its been about 2 weeks since i left the 3playa. No one from there has emailed me. I guess no one noticed I was gone. See how good friends they are? We will see. I'm not going back yet. I dont need to yet. I dont feel it in me to go back right now. Probably not even missed.

did i mention how fat I am. One full hand to grab my belly fat. yuck. i'm so fuckin fat. All my weight is in my belly. and I hate it. its disgusting