Ain't no Good

So a lot has happened since january.
I've managed to become no longer depressed or have depression. However you want to call it.
I still have a few issues with insecurity and body image but at least one monkey is off my back.
However, with the good also comes the bad. Glenn has asked/told me to move out. Seems living with someone for over 5 years with depression doesnt do to good for ones psyche and he had had enough. So we are seperating for 1 year.

So today I sign the lease for my new place. And thus this journal will take on a whole new turn. I'm also opening it up for comments and for others to read. SO.. just letting you know.. all the journal entries below this one are from a person that doesnt exist any longer. The depressed me is gone and I will read back of those entries and wonder why I would ever write something like that.

Anyway.. this journal will be a place for me to write about going from what I thought was a happy and stable married life, to a single life, surviving paycheck to paycheck all on my own. Glenn has given me money to support myself. But I'm hoping that I wont need it beyond the stuff to get my apartment and services set up.

Today I get my keys and start the moving process. Should be an interesting day.