Falling into grace
13 minutes til lease signing.
we sat on the couch together last night watching Batman begins.
He told his mother yesterday about whats going on. She has 2 divorces under her belt so from his retelling of the conversation, she seemed unaffected. Which puzzled me greatly.
However, blood thicker than water deal-e-o? Who the fuck knows.
11 minutes til lease signing.
I told him that I felt like I'm the only person in the world who is hoping that this will all work out and we get back together at the end of our separation. I told him I felt like a lit tea light candle stuck in the middle of a cavern. Just a little light.
9 minutes til lease signing.
I cried to sleep last night. After thinking that after tomorrow, i'll be sleeping somewhere else. That the room which has been our room for so long, became my room for a little while is now going to not be mine or ours at all.
Bringing the digi to take pictures of the place empty.
I'm scared.
7 minutes.
we sat on the couch together last night watching Batman begins.
He told his mother yesterday about whats going on. She has 2 divorces under her belt so from his retelling of the conversation, she seemed unaffected. Which puzzled me greatly.
However, blood thicker than water deal-e-o? Who the fuck knows.
11 minutes til lease signing.
I told him that I felt like I'm the only person in the world who is hoping that this will all work out and we get back together at the end of our separation. I told him I felt like a lit tea light candle stuck in the middle of a cavern. Just a little light.
9 minutes til lease signing.
I cried to sleep last night. After thinking that after tomorrow, i'll be sleeping somewhere else. That the room which has been our room for so long, became my room for a little while is now going to not be mine or ours at all.
Bringing the digi to take pictures of the place empty.
I'm scared.
7 minutes.


1 Comments:
*smooch*
Thinking of you.
Oh, and that post is really well written, FWIW.
-s.tart
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