Tuesday, May 16, 2006

Falling into grace

13 minutes til lease signing.
we sat on the couch together last night watching Batman begins.

He told his mother yesterday about whats going on. She has 2 divorces under her belt so from his retelling of the conversation, she seemed unaffected. Which puzzled me greatly.

However, blood thicker than water deal-e-o? Who the fuck knows.

11 minutes til lease signing.

I told him that I felt like I'm the only person in the world who is hoping that this will all work out and we get back together at the end of our separation. I told him I felt like a lit tea light candle stuck in the middle of a cavern. Just a little light.

9 minutes til lease signing.

I cried to sleep last night. After thinking that after tomorrow, i'll be sleeping somewhere else. That the room which has been our room for so long, became my room for a little while is now going to not be mine or ours at all.

Bringing the digi to take pictures of the place empty.
I'm scared.

7 minutes.

1 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

*smooch*

Thinking of you.

Oh, and that post is really well written, FWIW.

-s.tart

7:59 PM  

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