Before and After
Glenn said to me last night... you should write a letter to your father thanking him for fuckin up 2 marriages, his and ours. It was an enjoyable evening out with him and Bill.. we were at a local pub having double bacardi & cokes. I find it comforting how easy it still is to talk to him.
Maybe I will write that letter.
I wrote back to two guys after my craigslist ad. Well I wrote back to lots of them, most of them never wrote me back. I don't know why either.
My friends are coming over tonight, it will be nice to see them.
Gosh my brain isnt with me this morning.. I better get in the shower, I work today.
Once upon a time
you were a queen
and I was your king
in a castle like adam and eve
we had everything
a one room apartment, holes in the carpet
night after night, the neighbors would fight
and no one was right
we sweared we would never be like
that husband and wife.
We were so nieve then.
true love and other fairy tales
our bed of roses has become a bed of nails
You keep... everyone we failed ( I wish i could hear this lyric more clear)
so much for true love and other fairy tales
We were two of a kind, partners in crime
what a pair of fools
what is just a dream then?
Dont ask me... cause i dont believe in,
true love and other fairy tales.
No happily after
now that the crying drowns the laughter
I couldnt find the lyrics on the web, but thats a really old I think late 80's song from a band called Electric Angels.
Thanks dad... for putting me in this place. For ruining our marriage, for not showing me love and support, for allowing 18 years+ of mental abuse to go on. For making me hurt for losing the love of my lifetime. And you wonder why i never ever want to talk to you anymore. Its been 5 years since I've talked to you and your still fuckin up my life. Gee dad your swell.
I'm 33 years old and I not longer have the depression you sat upon me. Its taken years of therapy to get out of it. This should be the time of my life with my husband. But it isnt all thanks to my father and stepmother.
Maybe I will write that letter.
I wrote back to two guys after my craigslist ad. Well I wrote back to lots of them, most of them never wrote me back. I don't know why either.
My friends are coming over tonight, it will be nice to see them.
Gosh my brain isnt with me this morning.. I better get in the shower, I work today.
Once upon a time
you were a queen
and I was your king
in a castle like adam and eve
we had everything
a one room apartment, holes in the carpet
night after night, the neighbors would fight
and no one was right
we sweared we would never be like
that husband and wife.
We were so nieve then.
true love and other fairy tales
our bed of roses has become a bed of nails
You keep... everyone we failed ( I wish i could hear this lyric more clear)
so much for true love and other fairy tales
We were two of a kind, partners in crime
what a pair of fools
what is just a dream then?
Dont ask me... cause i dont believe in,
true love and other fairy tales.
No happily after
now that the crying drowns the laughter
I couldnt find the lyrics on the web, but thats a really old I think late 80's song from a band called Electric Angels.
Thanks dad... for putting me in this place. For ruining our marriage, for not showing me love and support, for allowing 18 years+ of mental abuse to go on. For making me hurt for losing the love of my lifetime. And you wonder why i never ever want to talk to you anymore. Its been 5 years since I've talked to you and your still fuckin up my life. Gee dad your swell.
I'm 33 years old and I not longer have the depression you sat upon me. Its taken years of therapy to get out of it. This should be the time of my life with my husband. But it isnt all thanks to my father and stepmother.
posted by B at 10:13 AM
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