Blasphemous Rumours

I dont know why I love you like I do
All the troubles you put me through
Sixteen candles there on my wall
And here am I the biggest fool of them all

Talking Heads, Take me to the River. Heard it yesterday at work.
I do feel like the fool. A fool for believing that people stay together no matter what. A fool for believing that if there is a problem you talk about and not hide it behind subliminal messages.
A fool for believing there was nothing wrong for the past 6 months.
A fool for not beliving that it only takes 6 months to fall out of love with someone.
Poof snap your fingers and your love is gone.

A coworker knows more of the situation. I told her about his FWB and that he said he doesnt love me. She says to me, you just gotta stop seeing him. I said thats easier said than done. Specially when I feel the way I do about him.

I still feel like the fool.
I feel like a hobby that wasnt so easy anymore that it was easier just to quit.
The path of least resistance or something like that, the easy way out.

Becky is My wife, great listener, takes my shit, laughs at my jokes, incredible lover, beer snob and my friend forever.-Glenn

Glenn wrote that about me a long time ago when I was creating a mini biography, I asked friends and loved ones what they thought of when they thought of me.
And ya know what I'm still taking his shit. Cause this is just shit right now and I've got a whole apartment full.