A Question of Lust

There is going to be a lot of lyrics in the next few weeks as my mind is hearing the things it needs and or wants to hear in a song.

So many recently..

Silver springs, fleetwood mac

Time casts a spell on you, but you wont forget me
I know I could have loved you, but you would not let me
Ill follow you down til the sound of my voice will haunt you (on 3rd time
Stevie oversings, was I such a fool?
Youll never get away from the sound of the woman that loves you

And for the current song playing..

Its a question of lust
Its a question of trust
Its a question of not letting
What weve built up
Crumble to dust
It is all of these things and more
That keep us together

Depeche mode

My mind, my body, my heart and soul, just wants to be with him.I'm just feeling so empty inside without his presense around me. I'm missing so much, so many touches and caresses, missing scratching his head, missing his voice, his laughter, his smile.

I just miss him so damn much. Somedays its just unbearable...today is one of those days. Ah.. i'm getting weepy and I have to head back to work soon. Somedays I do really well, I miss him but I push it away, in order not to get like this. I'm thinking about him constantly. Wondering how he is doing.

Something else has changed, or maybe its just my mind, but his emails have felt colder to me. I dont know why. I dont know why.. it may just be nothing.

Soon I gotta go back to work to be happy some more.. for the next 5 hours.
Oh gosh I miss him.