Somebody to love

Went home today from work. It was slow. And I just didnt want to be there. I felt nauseated all day. I felt nausea last night, and the night before and the day before. I eat but sometimes it just makes me feel worse.

Food which was once my comfort is now my enemy. Nothing taste good anymore. I used to eat chocolate or some sort of chocolate every day. Now its been a while. My breakfast went thru me like a laser.

My coworker was like have you lost weight. I was like yea.. about 10 pounds in the past month or so. Between not eating as much and walking 4 miles to and from work. The weight is dropping.

I think i should make a diet book, The Separation Diet. Or perhaps call it "The love of your life is fucking someone else diet". Its just so easy.. think of your partner that you love with all that you are, in the arms of another woman, doing all sorts of things to her.. and instantly your appetite will be gone. Poof.. just like now. And since your constantly thinking about it your constantly nauseated and not hungry. I could make millions.

Someone to love.. indeed.