Starfuckers, Inc

July 12 is what I was told is the next day of contact.

So what will happen in the next 3 weeks.
For me? I have no clue.
For him.. I dont know, but I hope he's happy.

Why do I have to love him so much.

HAAAAAAAAAAA! How funny this song comes on.. just started playing as I started weeping again. Gloria Gaynors I will survive.

I know I will.

No not I.. I will surive. hey hey.

1978 and the song still has punch.

I will say this much(well I say lots of things, its my damn blog). I will always love him and I will always keep that little bit of hope that we will find a love together again. Cause without hope, whats left.