Top of the World
I'm feeling really good today. I wouldnt go as far as to say top of the world. But I'm rested and I have a day off.
So i set out today to continue to organize this apartment to make it livable.
So far today I've:
Moved my desk back in the corner (I had to move it away from the wall to get my outlets installed.)
Changed a shelf on my shelving unit to better accomodate my stuff for my kitchen items. It still having a problem with stability. I gotta figure out how to make this shelf more stable on this plush carpet. I dont want my booze to hit the deck.
Ah thats another thing. I finally unpacked my booze. All the beautiful bottles are proudly standing on the top of the shelf. And Until I find a different space for them, thats where they will stay. I'm thinking if I got a little "bar" thing that would be cool.
Emptied a box in my sewing area that was blocking my way.
Emailed someone again to pick up these blasted papasan cushions. I cant get a dining table in here til those damn things are gone.
So things are coming together. I still need to figure out where to hang these two prints. I really want them up today so i can use my couch as a couch. Instead of a place for art to lean.
But I feel good. The sun is out, my blinds are open (i'm dressed), and I got a window open, it was getting stuffy in here. But with all the rain we have had recently its nice to see the sun. Maybe some day off in the future I will be able to take some it in. But for now I would like to catch up on things like setting up this damn place.
In other news... On saturday Glenn and I had another talk, drink, talk, cry, talk, fuck. The latter part there I've been informed cannot happen again. However, I think its was one of our best talks ever. I came away with it knowing more about him than I knew before. And I really feel good about it all. And I also learned a lot too. So although he thought it was awkward and stuff, I still feel was really important to get some of my concerns out and to listen and have him describe things to me.
We talked a lot about trust and He learned that he was the first man that I have ever trusted. Which I think may have given him a bit of a surprise. I told him that he was the first guy I ever dated that everything just fit.
Trust and honesty are always going to be the main parts of a relationship for me due to my past with various dishonest men. Now I've learned that but already knew that communication also plays a part. Unfortunatly, my way of communicating and Glenns way of communicating are two different wavelenghts. I now have a better idea on what to look for. Those subtle signs that something is amiss is his way of doing things. And me I'm just like all out there.
I got on the scale at the house the other day 164. I've lost 5 pounds which is cool. I'm hoping to be around 150 or lower for burning man this year. However, If I dont get there... thats fine to. I'm motived to lose the weight, however, I know myself well enough these days that goals while they are good to set, sometimes goals arent reached.
Last night while still at work, I called the local pub that I like and ordered a salad and some pasta like thing to go. After I removed all the mushrooms and onions off the salad, it was quite tasty. And I finished the rest of the pasta stuff for lunch today.
Tomorrow at work we have a big company meeting/education thing. I have to be there at 8:15 am until 2.. oh did i fail to mention its my day off. At least it will be all overtime pay so WOOO!
OOH, i figured something out, what I'm going to do is calculate what my over time way was and take half of it and put it in a savings for 2 digital cameras, I want 1 small one for my purse to take on drunken bar hoppings with my friends and another one when I want to get fancy dancy photographer like.
Gosh I've a lot to say today.
So last night on one of my message boards that I read regularly, someone posted a link to a pseudo dating site, and hell I was loopy from a drink and sheer exhaustion, i filled it out. So far I've got no takers. He're my profile "Love happens" HA! isnt that funny. Its the dorkiest non dating site ever. I've made some changes, to it today which it hasnt updated yet. I was just clicking random shit on some of their questions.
So I think thats everything up to now, where i'm sitting here still in my jammies, eating keebler e.l. fudge cookies, people watching as they walk past my window, and just relaxing.
I'm going out to dinner and a movie with glenn tonight, he says he's just being spontaneous. We are going to see Over the Hedge.
HA.. love happens.. I still giggling over that one.
So i set out today to continue to organize this apartment to make it livable.
So far today I've:
Moved my desk back in the corner (I had to move it away from the wall to get my outlets installed.)
Changed a shelf on my shelving unit to better accomodate my stuff for my kitchen items. It still having a problem with stability. I gotta figure out how to make this shelf more stable on this plush carpet. I dont want my booze to hit the deck.
Ah thats another thing. I finally unpacked my booze. All the beautiful bottles are proudly standing on the top of the shelf. And Until I find a different space for them, thats where they will stay. I'm thinking if I got a little "bar" thing that would be cool.
Emptied a box in my sewing area that was blocking my way.
Emailed someone again to pick up these blasted papasan cushions. I cant get a dining table in here til those damn things are gone.
So things are coming together. I still need to figure out where to hang these two prints. I really want them up today so i can use my couch as a couch. Instead of a place for art to lean.
But I feel good. The sun is out, my blinds are open (i'm dressed), and I got a window open, it was getting stuffy in here. But with all the rain we have had recently its nice to see the sun. Maybe some day off in the future I will be able to take some it in. But for now I would like to catch up on things like setting up this damn place.
In other news... On saturday Glenn and I had another talk, drink, talk, cry, talk, fuck. The latter part there I've been informed cannot happen again. However, I think its was one of our best talks ever. I came away with it knowing more about him than I knew before. And I really feel good about it all. And I also learned a lot too. So although he thought it was awkward and stuff, I still feel was really important to get some of my concerns out and to listen and have him describe things to me.
We talked a lot about trust and He learned that he was the first man that I have ever trusted. Which I think may have given him a bit of a surprise. I told him that he was the first guy I ever dated that everything just fit.
Trust and honesty are always going to be the main parts of a relationship for me due to my past with various dishonest men. Now I've learned that but already knew that communication also plays a part. Unfortunatly, my way of communicating and Glenns way of communicating are two different wavelenghts. I now have a better idea on what to look for. Those subtle signs that something is amiss is his way of doing things. And me I'm just like all out there.
I got on the scale at the house the other day 164. I've lost 5 pounds which is cool. I'm hoping to be around 150 or lower for burning man this year. However, If I dont get there... thats fine to. I'm motived to lose the weight, however, I know myself well enough these days that goals while they are good to set, sometimes goals arent reached.
Last night while still at work, I called the local pub that I like and ordered a salad and some pasta like thing to go. After I removed all the mushrooms and onions off the salad, it was quite tasty. And I finished the rest of the pasta stuff for lunch today.
Tomorrow at work we have a big company meeting/education thing. I have to be there at 8:15 am until 2.. oh did i fail to mention its my day off. At least it will be all overtime pay so WOOO!
OOH, i figured something out, what I'm going to do is calculate what my over time way was and take half of it and put it in a savings for 2 digital cameras, I want 1 small one for my purse to take on drunken bar hoppings with my friends and another one when I want to get fancy dancy photographer like.
Gosh I've a lot to say today.
So last night on one of my message boards that I read regularly, someone posted a link to a pseudo dating site, and hell I was loopy from a drink and sheer exhaustion, i filled it out. So far I've got no takers. He're my profile "Love happens" HA! isnt that funny. Its the dorkiest non dating site ever. I've made some changes, to it today which it hasnt updated yet. I was just clicking random shit on some of their questions.
So I think thats everything up to now, where i'm sitting here still in my jammies, eating keebler e.l. fudge cookies, people watching as they walk past my window, and just relaxing.
I'm going out to dinner and a movie with glenn tonight, he says he's just being spontaneous. We are going to see Over the Hedge.
HA.. love happens.. I still giggling over that one.
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