Cloud Pump

My only day off this week. Really didnt do much. didnt really feel like doing much.
I woke up really late, which I needed. Took myself out for a really good sandwich and then proceeded to eat, probably more of it than I needed.

And I went to therapy, where I cried a lot. Talked about nathan, talked about my recent experiences with my husband.

She says to me. Welcome to real life and all the emotions that comes with it. I've had a hellof a week emotionally and in a sense it feels like I've been reborn without all the bullshit religious crap associated with that term.

I'm starting out with some doozys in my life as far as its affecting me emotionally and eventually it will get easier to deal with. But since all these emotions in thier heightend state are all so new to me, its taking a while to adjust the intensitiy. Or maybe thats how it always is and I just have to get used to it.

With that said... Burning man this year.. is going to so rock my fuckin world. I thought it was fabulous before, when I was in the grips of depression. Holy shit. Its going to be insane. I'm not having any expectations mind you, It will just be neat to see it with out the cloud following behind me, unless its the dust from the back tire of my bike.

I'm heading out for some cosmos soon at my favorite pub.
I emailed glenn earlier, he said he would go to the movies with me sometime next week, so thats cool.
And my "." started so I'm a moody bitch right now. Still horny however. gah.. this part sucks.