Grievance

There may not be another man in the role of lover/partner/husband in your world for a long time or perhaps never again

Oofy. Well isnt that hopefull.

There are somedays that the weight of this separation doesnt get to me. Today is not one of those days. Everything is going wrong with me today.

I'm trying to get this dress done for a party on friday and I realize I cut something wrong, which is going to have me going back to joanns for more fabric after my hair is dry and as I'm heading to work.

In the shower today, my shower head keeps tilting down and wont stay in the tilted up position no matter how much I swear at it. So basically i took my shower right next to the wall.

The little grey pill bug corpses still are gathering all over my house.
Had to kill yet another spider and 2 pantry moths again today. Just when I thought that annoyance was over (pantry moths).

I'm stressing out about burning man. Not about the event so much but the drive. Oh yea.. I'm going.

One of my computer screens keeps freaking out in its desired size, sometimes it wants to be wider then its settings. But then it makes this loud pop and goes back to its "real" setting.

But today is just awful so far. I hate this apartment. Hate it. And I'm stuck here for a year.

And now I have to go plaster a smile on this face and be happy for 9 hours. When all I want to do is tell them to go fuck themselves.