Mrs. Jesus

Went to a great party last night. So good in fact, I have to go to bed to make up for some lost sleep. As I got home after 4am.
Danced a lot with everyone.
I was feeling super sexy last night and I was holding and touching and grabbing anything I could get my hands on.
I even cuddled in the cuddle puddles. It felt good to be held and touched and kissed. Even if I dont even know who they were. I dont care.

And I looked amazing.

I hope someone got a better picture. if not. Hell I know I looked good.

So with the good comes the bad.

Today I got a talking to at work. It seems I've been having to many "down" days and its affecting my job performance. They want me to put all my homelife troubles behind me and just do my job. I was pretty much told to either get over it or get out. That yes it sucks what your going through, but it cant affect work any longer.

I spent a lot of money in the past few days. With getting my new drivers license, new shower head and the 40$ in cabs to and from the party. And so many other little things. One of my coworkers wants me to go out on monday. I just dont know if i can. PLus I gotta get started on my two quilt squares.

I may also need to remake the dress pictured above, seems i got creative in my cranberry juice spilling. I'm going to try to get the stain out but I dont know if it will come out or not. If not. I may just soak the rest of the dress in cranberry juice and make another one.

But last night was a lot of fun and I just felt so alive and at peace with myself. Not to mention how many compliments i got on my dress. Made me feel good. Real good.

I'm turning 34 soon. I wonder what this year will hold for me.