Pumping on Steel

I was thinking about a post I wrote on one of my message boards and I did a search to find it. The date is sometime in march of 2006.

Posted: Mar Thu 2006 11:10 Post subject:
At times I still cant believe we have been married for(just shy of) 5 years. I think its been so fast to be 5 years. I feel like is just not possible.

A lot has changed in that time, but not our love for one another. It got me to thinking about our vows and our ceremony. I looked on my computer and found the text of the service. It still brings tears of love to my eyes. I still remember how much I choked up when I had to say my part.

Just like yesterday.. but better.

gah.. i'm a mess now. what can i say, i'm a woman in love.

I remember writing that, and getting all weepy with the love in my heart for him. MARCH! Probably just a few days before the shit hit the fan. Just makes me think about how blindsided by this I really was. March..

I had found other posts too from me saying that I was becoming a computer geek widow when his work had called for his department to put in very late nights and how much I was going to miss him, miss spending time with him in the evenings.

March.