She Be Wantin' It More

I wore my shirt inside out all day yesterday and didnt even know.
I was at my computer til the last possible second, trying to read words from my friends as any words that I saw were like tiny little hugs. Something all of us are needing now.
I'm still very much in denial about my friends passing. Oh the crying doesnt stop, but I just look at pictures and I just cant believe it. More things that just dont make sense. But I'm learning that nothing in life ever makes sense.
I woke up at 11:25 today, after staying out until 1 and getting to bed around 2.
I went on my last craigslist un-date. Oooh boy.
I have 3 emails on my match.com profile that I cant get cause I havent joined. I'm not sure if I want to join or not.
I'm finding it hard to keep my mind off of sex. Which is very very odd for me to say. As the title of this post says, She be wantin it more...
I was going to make some chocolate chip pancakes for breakfast, but I may take myself out for some other coast sandwich instead.
I had one of the weirdest work meetings last night, it ended in a bonfire on the beach where there was smore making and a red rover game (i didnt play).
I'm going through way to many tissues these days.
I have therapy in about 3 hours.
I think i'm going to go for drinks at my favorite place tonight.
I wonder if i can get anyone to join me.

wantin' it more. wantin' it more. wantin' it more.