Come Sail Away
So I think this morning I think I came up with the answer on why all of this just seems so wrong.
He says he respects me. But I'm beginning to think that isnt true. The way I was thinking and we discussed this last night even. So my reasoning is this:
We were(are) in a relationship for 8 years. In that time yea we had some bad times, some really bad. But we also had some freaking amazing fabulous times too. Our love of one another was very apparent to everyone else. 8 years is a respectable amount of time and should be treated as such.
IF he had any respect for me and the time that was spent together then and or now he would work on trying to repair the relationship. There is no respect. In my opinion, he saw the problems as unfixable and decided on his own that this was the best course of action.
In regards to the love he is in now. Well duh.. you spend that much time with another person. I can almost guarantee if he spent the amount of time that he did with her with me trying to get past this problem. I wouldnt still be living here.
Thats why I feel like 8 years was all wasted. Cause the relationship on a whole wasnt given the respect it deserves.
Respect. From where I'm standing, there isnt any.
With that said. I'm heading out to the farmers market to go by a 1/2 flat of blueberries and Going over to the back porch house to pick plums. Its jam making time!
He says he respects me. But I'm beginning to think that isnt true. The way I was thinking and we discussed this last night even. So my reasoning is this:
We were(are) in a relationship for 8 years. In that time yea we had some bad times, some really bad. But we also had some freaking amazing fabulous times too. Our love of one another was very apparent to everyone else. 8 years is a respectable amount of time and should be treated as such.
IF he had any respect for me and the time that was spent together then and or now he would work on trying to repair the relationship. There is no respect. In my opinion, he saw the problems as unfixable and decided on his own that this was the best course of action.
In regards to the love he is in now. Well duh.. you spend that much time with another person. I can almost guarantee if he spent the amount of time that he did with her with me trying to get past this problem. I wouldnt still be living here.
Thats why I feel like 8 years was all wasted. Cause the relationship on a whole wasnt given the respect it deserves.
Respect. From where I'm standing, there isnt any.
With that said. I'm heading out to the farmers market to go by a 1/2 flat of blueberries and Going over to the back porch house to pick plums. Its jam making time!
posted by B at 9:14 AM
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