Where would I be

I've been waiting for so long
I've been hoping your love's not gone
Houses are sliding in the mud
Rivers are raging in your blood

Where would I be without your love?
Where would I be without your arms around me?

You were to be the only one
If I knew you I would not run
You have been cloudy, distant, dark
I'm thinking of Noah and the ark

Where would I be without your love?
Where would I be without your arms around me

Cake, Where Would I Be

Where would I be? I'd be in a apartment that I swear at on a daily if not hourly basis.

The jam is made. And much MUCH swearing occured at the space issues in the kitchen. This is why I never cook any more besides frozen meals. I just dont have the space.

I'm glad I got it done however. Its one less thing on the list I never wrote out.
Other things I have to do, go to radio shack to find a thing that will play the music on my shuffles on the car stereo. Write my rent check. dishes, trash, pack some more. Stop finding things I want to wear on the playa.
Oh and about a million other things.

I really dont understand it myself why i am still holding out hope that glenn will come back to me. Why I torture myself in even thinking about it.

In other news.. I may of agreed to do the danksin triathlon next year with some coworkers. Triathlon

I still havent decided on if i'm doing the seattle half this year or not either. Plus I really want to do STP next year too. Seattle to Portland.

So this upcoming year is going to be a very active and moving one.

Just 2 more work days til I leave. The white dress got finished last night. It looks a bit sucky. I fucked something up when I was attaching the skirt to the bodice, but I just dont have the desire to unfuck it up. Plus the sash will be covering that spot anyway. And the way I figure I will just keep making this dress til I make it right.

Panic is setting in more and more when I am considering the task I have before me. Getting all this stuff into the car and driving 700 miles each way. Which is a challenge since in the past 4 years i've only driven 1 time.

Gosh still so much to do. I'm very scared.