Baby Can Dance

So its going to be a balmy 78 today here in seattle. I put on my favorite outfit. My tight brown top with flowery skirt. I always get such compliments on this one.

I just finished up my MASH disc that i was watching and about to leave for work.
Still one thing plaques my heart and mind.

I cried at the end of this last episode. It was a very touching and romantic episode showing BJ watchign a movie of his wife back home. Through the magic of acting and tv you can see the love and hear the words of two people who are meant to be together.

I cried, cause right now I cant even bear the thought of seeing people in love. I have to put on a show at work. But when I'm home Its all me. I know its going to take time and some day I will be that woman in love again. But right now the pain is still very real. These tears are still very real. This has got to stop. Time takes way to long to heal a broken heart.

Time to go look good for the masses. I hope its an uneventful day.

Maybe I have a little time to dance before work, to wash this pain away again.