Here & Now

Woke at approx 8:30 this morning. And was looking over my various message boards and I saw a message to a woman who is also going thru a very rough time and is starting to slip into a depression, not leaving the house. And it struck me as I was about to hit play on a dvd that I have. I was just going to sit in this house til i needed to shower for work, then I was going to go to work, come home and repeat the cycle all over again.

Today I didnt. I didnt hit play. I found my gym clothes, put on my shiny blue shoes and walked to the gym. I did a 5k and about 10 minutes on the bike. Til i worked up a healthy sweat.

As the miles passed under my feet I felt better. I felt sweaty and sexy all at the same time. I know I have a lot of miles to go in my life. And I can either take them sitting down or perhaps not. Perhaps those miles can be outside experiencing life. Yes, they can definatly be outside(or the gym).

While on the treadmill i thought about things the various guys said to me while at the weird and wild weekend I had. But the question that I thought about the most was "Why was your husband so stupid to let you go?" And I never could give them an answer. I was like I dont know.

I had 3 guys calling me gorgeous. It was wonderful and I have lots of miles ahead of me.