If I saw You in a Movie
This long distance has me out of my mind
But it gives me time to think
And it gives me room to see you
In another light
Sweet, wont let you go
Sweet, wont let you go
I went to the bar tonight and I looked awesome. Sure I was in my work clothes and came straight from work. But my hair and make up looked spot on. My girls coworkers made sure I looked spectacular, and I turned heads, I know I did.
I started talking to this guy he just broke up with his 2 month girlfriend. I was like uh huh... dont even start to talk to me about break up pain. Today is not my day. We sat and shared stories. I told him about my life, jobs and love. He told me about his. He smoked alot. He smelled like cigarettes. Badly. Although his mint habit was out of control, his tobacco stench followed him like the bad habit he has.
BUt I still had a good time just because I had no expecations of this evening I just wanted to go out and have a few drinks and maybe talk to someone. I did just that.
However, drunk guy, got drunker,
started touching my back,
started asking about my sex life,
started asking to fuck me,
started to tell me that I smell, then asked to fuck me again
started to buy me a drink(i declined and left)
and a few other things.
Meanwhile this guy on the kitty corner side of the bar saw my frustration? rolling eyes and started talking to me too. Trying to counteract the drunk asshole. I am sure he (drunk guy)is a nice guy, but 6 hours of drinking shit beer, wont really make you a personable person. At least I know more about the guy on the kitty corner that was a nice guy, And I know where he works as chef.
And he ate some of my food. (the drunk guy, not the nice guy)
So this is what dating freedom is like... uh huh. Im so far thrilled with the results. Please note the sarcasm in that last sentance.
I wrote to another guy on craigslist today. So far no response.
Edited to add
another lyric of a song i heard today
Ive seen it before, it happens all the time
Youre closing the door, you leave the world behind
Youre digging for gold, youre throwing away
A fortune in feelings, but someday youll pay
sure some of you may think thats pity party ish. But it isnt. Its still just me. I'm still happy. Which the drunk thougth was the oddest thing in the world.
Needless to say that I didnt tell him I was dancing in just my black panties to a oontzy song in my bedroom right before I got dressed for work today. Looking fuckin sexy I might add. These hips are fabulous.


0 Comments:
Post a Comment
<< Home