Desperate People
Perfect title for my post toni... er morning. Its 1:46 am.
I went to a local pub with someone i corresponeded to via craiglist. He at first didnt think it would be a good idea to go out with someone whose separated.
So he agreed finally.
Come to find out. The guy's in a cult.
So after I was done talking to the guy. I went to glenn's to.. just hang out for a bit. I didnt want to go home. We talked and watched 6 feet under for a while.
I still had a great day. I felt fabulous.
I'm pretty fuckin tired right now however.
In some ways I'm really desperate.. But in someways. I'm not. I feel like I'm looking for something. But I already know what I'm searching for. Its trying to find it. Again.
But for now. All I can do is love the life I'm living the only way I know how. Just doing what feels right to me.
he gives me grief about being separated.. and HE's in a CULT. Dude..whatever.
What a weird life.
I went to a local pub with someone i corresponeded to via craiglist. He at first didnt think it would be a good idea to go out with someone whose separated.
So he agreed finally.
Come to find out. The guy's in a cult.
So after I was done talking to the guy. I went to glenn's to.. just hang out for a bit. I didnt want to go home. We talked and watched 6 feet under for a while.
I still had a great day. I felt fabulous.
I'm pretty fuckin tired right now however.
In some ways I'm really desperate.. But in someways. I'm not. I feel like I'm looking for something. But I already know what I'm searching for. Its trying to find it. Again.
But for now. All I can do is love the life I'm living the only way I know how. Just doing what feels right to me.
he gives me grief about being separated.. and HE's in a CULT. Dude..whatever.
What a weird life.


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