This Sporting Life

So I was just about to write a check to one of our credit card companies. I thought hey I havent looked at my bank balance in a little while. EEE... While I do have a decent chunk in my savings, I wanted to keep my checking balance at a pretty constant level.
Its not at that level, its actually about half of what I want it to be at.

I looked over my transactions and pretty much I have to start completly limiting my time out of this house. Cause when I go out I spend money. Which is a problem cause I love going out and meeting new people. Its what I need right now. I need to get out, I need to meet people.

But when I am heading to safeway to pick up 80-100$ worth of prescriptions, I have to find a balance.

I dont want this debt to be so high.
and I also want to live and experience life.

I need to find another source of income.

and in other news.. My work is going to be holding a biggest loser contest. I think its going to be 8-10 weeks long. The winner is going to be based on a few factors so its fair to the people who dont have as much to lose. But the prize money is going to be insane! I am hoping to lose 20+ pounds during this event.

I slept like crap again last night. To much on my mind I guess. But when I did dream I dreamt about playing pool. Which I really dont care for. But what was weird about this dream, was that one of the rails was missing.

So I sent and also received an email from someone on match. I havent decided whether I'm going to write to this guy.

I wrote the check anyway. For 100$ It's not much but it will help. I'm going to be getting bigger work checks soon, come the holiday time, theres going to be a lot of overtime thrown around and I want overtime thrown at me.

Today's going to be a good day, I hope anyway.