Wishing it was
A black nordstrom skirt. Just above the knee.
A purple cardigan type long sleeve top.
My just below the knee black boots.
My hair done up in a weird twist, fluffy bun.
I look great today. I slept kind of decent. I went to bed around 11. Falling alseep was easy. Staying asleep when my landlord came home to his hardwood squeaky floors at 4:30 this morning, not so much. I was awake to a little after 6am. When I then had dreams about nail polish and a very strange church.
Its raining today. It would of been a wonderful day to stay in bed and cuddle with someone.
Change doesnt happen overnight. Sometimes change takes years. You just have to wait for it. Patience, he said to me. You have to learn to be patient.
I still know what my heart feels. And I know something just doesnt feel right. This whole situation doesnt feel right to me. Something is still out there missing.
A purple cardigan type long sleeve top.
My just below the knee black boots.
My hair done up in a weird twist, fluffy bun.
I look great today. I slept kind of decent. I went to bed around 11. Falling alseep was easy. Staying asleep when my landlord came home to his hardwood squeaky floors at 4:30 this morning, not so much. I was awake to a little after 6am. When I then had dreams about nail polish and a very strange church.
Its raining today. It would of been a wonderful day to stay in bed and cuddle with someone.
Change doesnt happen overnight. Sometimes change takes years. You just have to wait for it. Patience, he said to me. You have to learn to be patient.
I still know what my heart feels. And I know something just doesnt feel right. This whole situation doesnt feel right to me. Something is still out there missing.


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