Parting Ways

Felt into an old pattern tonight. That I remembered doing with glenn when we were dating. If the date didnt go exactly right. I would come home and look at my face really closely in the bathroom mirror trying to find all my imperfections. I would then pop, squeeze and all out distroy anything that deemed itself not "good" skin. Leaving my face a big red mess.

Which is what I got now.

The date ended at approx 10:15. After he picked me up for dinner at 9pm from work.
We went to get wings. He said he was tired and cranky and it wasnt me. Which it probably wasnt. But I still feel bad. Thus the face destruction. I just washed it with my good cleanser, and put some moistureizer on it. In the hopes it doesnt look to bad tomorrow.

Other than that I had a great day and a great date, that lasted an hour. The jury is still out however if there will be a 3rd date. I hope so.