Get Wacked
So yea its been a while since i've written anything.
Lots of stuff going in my life that I just, didnt feel like updating this. Was anyone wondering if I was ok. (yes I'm sure thats a hypothetical question, I dont expect a response)
But a lot had transpired in all aspects of my life in the past few weeks.
Some good, some bad, some ugly.
A friends birthday party is saturday night and I cant go as my work schedule has changed. That and the party is way in the south end which is over a 2 hour bus trip. PLus after the busses stop running I have no way of making sure I can make it home with enough time to get enough sleep for work on sunday.
I've come up with a new manta for a little while. I figured it was a mantra of "I'm beautiful" that helped get me out of my depression. If something as simple as telling myself that every day can get me out of that a manta of "I dont love him" will work just the same. In some ways its actually starting to work.
Then there's work, my bruised hip and the broken bottle of booze that accompanied the bruise. Me freaking out about my lack of friends, me considering going back to school for some currently unknown course of study. Then there is also an upcoming quilt project or two.
I'm still considering putting a paypal link up to help recover the cost of that bottle of booze I lost in a fall. But it was just 30$ I figure If I stay home for a little while longer and not go out and spend money, in some way I will make that back up easily.
Tonight, I stayed home. Watched the battlestar gallactica mini series, made some nasty chocolate chip cookies which provided a lot more entertainment than should be possible and in a couple minutes, I'm going to bed. So I can get up, read a few chapters in this new book I got and go to the gym. Should be a good day. And if it wasnt for that work interruption, today would of been a good day too.
Lots of stuff going in my life that I just, didnt feel like updating this. Was anyone wondering if I was ok. (yes I'm sure thats a hypothetical question, I dont expect a response)
But a lot had transpired in all aspects of my life in the past few weeks.
Some good, some bad, some ugly.
A friends birthday party is saturday night and I cant go as my work schedule has changed. That and the party is way in the south end which is over a 2 hour bus trip. PLus after the busses stop running I have no way of making sure I can make it home with enough time to get enough sleep for work on sunday.
I've come up with a new manta for a little while. I figured it was a mantra of "I'm beautiful" that helped get me out of my depression. If something as simple as telling myself that every day can get me out of that a manta of "I dont love him" will work just the same. In some ways its actually starting to work.
Then there's work, my bruised hip and the broken bottle of booze that accompanied the bruise. Me freaking out about my lack of friends, me considering going back to school for some currently unknown course of study. Then there is also an upcoming quilt project or two.
I'm still considering putting a paypal link up to help recover the cost of that bottle of booze I lost in a fall. But it was just 30$ I figure If I stay home for a little while longer and not go out and spend money, in some way I will make that back up easily.
Tonight, I stayed home. Watched the battlestar gallactica mini series, made some nasty chocolate chip cookies which provided a lot more entertainment than should be possible and in a couple minutes, I'm going to bed. So I can get up, read a few chapters in this new book I got and go to the gym. Should be a good day. And if it wasnt for that work interruption, today would of been a good day too.
posted by B at 11:45 PM
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