Love

in the middle of my 3rd beer. And i ate some frosting. no cake.. just furosting. cause its almost valentines day.. and the commercials say, spread a little love, spread some frosting ,which always found to be a little innuendoy. But fuck the frosting is tasty. and it was only 78 cents at safeway.

so why you ask am i drinking on a tuesday night. Oh.. lets see. two more of my tem members put thier notice in. My pleace of work is so fuicked cause well lets see there is no one to answer the phones to make appts. ALl the girls they have there are brand spankin new and dont know what they are doing and there is only 2 of em. There are only going to be 2-3 people trained at checkout. So ofrth and so on.

2nd is tomorrow oh fuck its 2 minutes awya. I should do a shot. is fuckonig valentines day. Someone asked me what I was doing for vday. I was like mourning the demise of my marriage thanks for asking. asshole.
He asked me to marry him on v-day.

lets see what the fuck else.. So I met a "nice guy" on friday. And its just my fiuckin luck he works a 7-4 shift.. in everett.. which is where he lives.. which is oooooooh.. just a 45 minute drive away. So that dating potential is already fucked from teh start. That and when he called me and I said I had to get a book from the library he was like the only thing i have read for the past year is self help books.

But at least the frosting was tasty. And my running is going well. I'm doing almost solid 9 minute miles now.

Ok back to the fucked things. I was supposed to make a coupel signs for work. And I just came home and ate/drank from 10-12. The signs are to raise money for my Big climb thing again. I will eventually post a link for it.*

I sent a resume/cover letter out to a place today. And I will be dropping off a resume at a local restaurant, they need a hostess/busser person. Its a sad day when I learn that an ice cream shop pays more than a day spa.

Ok thats enough drunken ra,bling. hmm maybe I should copy past this post to my blog. that felt good.

(copy pasted from a drunken posting on one of my message boards)

*the link is right over there ----> the thing that says big climb. Feel free to click and donate. Cause fuck.. its less than a month away and i'm still only at 100$ of donations. Hell even a buck or two at this point would hel p me get closer to my goal.