Show Don't Tell

So last night was i'm not sure as i've lost count this week anyway.. I think the 4th or 5th time i cried myself to sleep.

I also had some really bad dreams to. Do I think dreams mean anything? Oh i dont know. Perhaps on some level they do.

I was really violent to someone in my dreams last night. All day today I was troubled by it.

Work is still shitty. I'm trying to get my resume updated.. but I just dont know what to write down for what I do at work. One of my coworkers has an interview with another company, In some way, i hope she gets it, cause she hates it at work more than I do.

I went to the gym tonight. Didnt do to much cause my feet were tired after standing for as long as I do during the day. I got 2 donations so far for my big climb. Well I still have to get 50 pages read of a book done before I sleep tonight. So i better get on it.

I just wish I could get that dream out of my head. Before dreams like that only occured with my stepmother as the receiver of the punishment I laid out. This time, it was a different woman.