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Just an ordinary day today. Work was work. A little frustrating cause the rest of the staff thinks that I can do everything in the morning including pulling a rabbit out of my ass.
I didnt even have time to eat my lunch let alone, a trip to the bathroom or even a drink of water. But SOMEHOW i'm supposed to make all the waffle cones, all the brownies, all the cakes, all the cleaning, and help the unending line of customers that some how are going to be SO understanding when I have to tell them I have to do something else for a while.
Right.
So, this was the 2nd day I didnt have any time to eat. SO when I did get home I was ravenous and ate way to much. Including 5 crescent rolls that were on sale at safeway tonight.
I got some sewing done tonight. So that is a step in the right direction.
I also didnt drink tonight either. Tomorrow however is another story. Scott is picking me up and we are going to happy hour with his friends. We are also going to go running together with his friends on sunday. I'm quite looking forward to that.
I got a digital audio book from the library tonight about guided meditation. Now I've always wanted to learn how to mediate I just could never figure out how. So hopefully with this audio books help it will get past all the clutter in my head and help me learn how to relax.
When I was doing the initial breathing exercise at the start of the video I tried to pay attention to my breath. I felt it come in and then instead of filling it just kind of sank in a hole or just stopped at my heart and couldnt move any further.
Thats how it felt anyway.
My period is a little wonky this month. Not sure why, but not going to do anything about it either.
Oh I was going to post a few pics from my brides of march escapades the other night for my "fans" in LA.
It was a fun evening.
Today was just weird. I felt out of sorts and so not on my game. Even though I've now got 2 nights of full (7ish hours) of sleep. A new record for me. And that only took 1/2 of a traz, 6 valieran roots capsules and 2 of these blue "sleep-aid" pills.
I hate having to take a small arsenal of pills to get to sleep. But thats what its taking these days. Somethings just not right in my head. I feel the stress in my skull and in my body. I'm just not able to release it, not even through exercise or other things.
wow this post got long.
I joined flexcar and soon I will be able to do some small errands and things without having to wait hours for the bus or beg for rides. Its going to cost me a little money. But I hope my tips and time make up for it.
Still not sure about scott. But eh.. i will just see how things go.
I didnt even have time to eat my lunch let alone, a trip to the bathroom or even a drink of water. But SOMEHOW i'm supposed to make all the waffle cones, all the brownies, all the cakes, all the cleaning, and help the unending line of customers that some how are going to be SO understanding when I have to tell them I have to do something else for a while.
Right.
So, this was the 2nd day I didnt have any time to eat. SO when I did get home I was ravenous and ate way to much. Including 5 crescent rolls that were on sale at safeway tonight.
I got some sewing done tonight. So that is a step in the right direction.
I also didnt drink tonight either. Tomorrow however is another story. Scott is picking me up and we are going to happy hour with his friends. We are also going to go running together with his friends on sunday. I'm quite looking forward to that.
I got a digital audio book from the library tonight about guided meditation. Now I've always wanted to learn how to mediate I just could never figure out how. So hopefully with this audio books help it will get past all the clutter in my head and help me learn how to relax.
When I was doing the initial breathing exercise at the start of the video I tried to pay attention to my breath. I felt it come in and then instead of filling it just kind of sank in a hole or just stopped at my heart and couldnt move any further.
Thats how it felt anyway.
My period is a little wonky this month. Not sure why, but not going to do anything about it either.
Oh I was going to post a few pics from my brides of march escapades the other night for my "fans" in LA.
It was a fun evening.
Today was just weird. I felt out of sorts and so not on my game. Even though I've now got 2 nights of full (7ish hours) of sleep. A new record for me. And that only took 1/2 of a traz, 6 valieran roots capsules and 2 of these blue "sleep-aid" pills.
I hate having to take a small arsenal of pills to get to sleep. But thats what its taking these days. Somethings just not right in my head. I feel the stress in my skull and in my body. I'm just not able to release it, not even through exercise or other things.
wow this post got long.
I joined flexcar and soon I will be able to do some small errands and things without having to wait hours for the bus or beg for rides. Its going to cost me a little money. But I hope my tips and time make up for it.
Still not sure about scott. But eh.. i will just see how things go.
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