Hem of Your Garment

I'm not really sure what day or night i'm on of little or poor sleep. I've lost count.
I feel all I need is some sleep so I can think clear again and feel some what human. Sure since I'm so used to having insomnia I can still function almost normally as far as work is concerned.

But its the mental focusing on trying to figure "me" out.

Getting into bed, getting all comfy and then, nothing.. for usually 2-3 hours. Then I realize at that point that I havent actually been sleeping and instead I'm going over and over in my head something from the past or who knows what.

I need some decent sleep.
Its 9:03 in the morning. I'm tired. And all I want to do is just go back to bed and not get ready for a 45 minute walk to work.

So the date with rodney is on, we are going to the Pink Door. I might wear my new red dress.