Time Stand Still

Various links I found on one of my many message boards:
Irack
Jesus Humor
Video about hashing
Dorky flash game
Kitty video

The Pressman

Three posts in one!

First.. this was my last cake that i needed to do for my cake decorating class.


Second: I wrote this while sitting in the Oakland airport.
The song on at the time was The Dolphin's Cry, by Live.

"Its nice to know that there are still princeses in teh world", the lady says as she slumps into the chair next to me.
I quickly mentioned that I forgot I have the tiara on until I notice people looking at me oddly. I went on to say that I went to a great party last night and everyone wore tiaras and I just refused to take mine off. I'm wearing it til I get home in Seattle. "Good for you" she says and gets on her cell to call a friend. This princess then went on to eat her mcdonalds cheeseburgers.

Third: I got my tax return today. WOO HOO! That pays for my california trip.
I think i'm going to start looking for a new job soon. But for now the ice cream gig will do for a bit. I was thinking about adding a second job. But now I'm just not sure. From what I'm understanding I believe my hours will be cut again and I just dont know if I can afford any more cuts. Hell I can barely afford the cut they just made.

We will see how that pans out.

In other news.. I slept decently last night. Although I did have to take something to sleep.
Tomorrow I'm going to the gym to run. I have to get ready for this weekends 2 hash runs. From what I hear the one on saturday will be a 5-6 miler. I gotta be prepared. I also have to sign up for that beat the bridge run too.. hmm.. must plan and plot that one out.
Today was a good day.

Cradle and All

I went to San francisco, had a absolutely wonderful time. Pictures soon.
I come back to Seattle and completly go apeshit on a cake in my apartment which resulted in a cake and frosting spray, in which there is still frosting on my ceiling.
I cant make roses, they look more like small cabbage or lettuce.
I made out with Scott last night.
I went on a naughty schoolgirl run. Pictures cumming soon.
My hours got cut at work.
I havent really slept in about 36 hours.
Did i mention my hours got cut at work. Not drastic cut. But its enough for me to consider getting a second job. People are asking me why dont I just get a whole new 40 hour a week job. I really dont have an answer for that, cept I just feel like I need to stay at this ice cream gig a bit longer. Although work on friday was SUCH a pain in the ass. It was one of those smack your head against the wall kind of moments cause you know when you stop it will feel so much better.
I'm getting chunky, I still fit in my size 6's but.. i just feel it.
I havent been to the gym to run in a while. I need to change that.. ie. Sleep.
Its 11:55.
I dont have a "cake design" in mind for my cake decorating class. Nor do I have any flowers that are dried, cause all my roses suck.
Saturdays run was a lot of fun.
I went out to Dim Sum today with a friend from New Zealand.
Scott is a really good kisser and just makes me feel so beautiful and sexy. The oddest thing is I know its just going to become a friend thing in the future and i'm so fine with that. Hell in the hot tub last night he was telling me that he is still having issues with his last girlfriend (who is also in our group) that wants that "c" word. And he just isnt the type for that. He also admitted that he sucks at communication. I was like ya know, I dont want anything either. Not now. I just want to hang out and have fun.

In other news. I found my first gray hair on my head this weekend. Not sure how i felt about it. Slightly freaked out I think, but not surprised.
This post was a mess. 2 or so glasses of wine will do that.
I lost my underware at the run.
I've already been told i'm getting my hash nickname at the next run.
yea thats it. i think.

New Millennium

So I got on the scale today. Not really sure why, just felt like it. Ya know I'm not scared of the scale anymore. I get on it. See what it says and go, yep. Even if it shows a higher number like it did today. 145 if you want to know. I just dont mind anymore.

Sure I know I'm going to have to do some serious working out soon. But it still cannot stop how I'm feeling. I leave for San Francisco in just a few short days and I'm just down right giddy about that.

I am going to be signing up for the Beat the Bridge run here in Seattle, its on may 20th and its a 5 mile run. So its time to start training for that.

Anyway time to go scoop ice cream for a few hours, then cake decorating class tonight, and more faux fur sewing tonight. Its going to be a full and great day.

Island of Souls

One seriously hung over girl writing this message. But as bad as i feel. I'm still so damn happy. I have seriously found a great group.

This guy I had only met last week at the tacoma run, sat and held my hand in the stairwell at a local restaurant. I got sick. He stayed with me til other help arrived.

I love this group. Besides the burning man family. These are definitely my people.
In an hour or so, i'm hopping on a bus to meet Lee, he is giving me a ride to the next hash run which is at matthews beach park today. Hopefully the hangover will be less by then so I can drink some more. Cause i know I'm going to get a down-down for my infraction last night.

Did i mention just how happy I am.
And in just a few short days I'm off to san francisco.
On thursday I had a lovely date with jason. I beat him in darts 3 times. He said he was just distracted by my "curves".

Life is getting better.

No Control

It was a fun evening at the lower level. So many of my friends were there. I just feel so good having these people in my life. They are so happy for me that I found the hash group. They are so excited for me.

I looked so fabulous and felt even better.
Work was hard today and my arm is pretty damn sore.
tips were good however.

Circumstances

Friday I worked my ass off at work.
Friday I went to happy hour.
Friday I went home with scott.
Saturday I had sex with scott.
Saturday I ran 5-6 miles with the hashers.
Saturday I spent another night with scott.
Sunday I went out to a gay bar in pin stripe pants.
Sunday my friend Todd bought me a rose.
Today is monday and I have to find a dress to wear.
Today I chose this one

(please note that pic is a few months old, but is the only pic I have of me in that dress)

The Mob Rules

Its almost a guarantee that I will be hashing in tacoma this saturday.
Its a beautiful sunny day out there.
Its friday and tonight there is a hash happy hour on cap hill that I will be attending gleefully after my shift at the store today which should prove insane.

Right now I'm just sitting here and so filled with a odd sense of happiness.
But i like it.

Ladder

Yesterday got the best "tip" ever while working at the ice cream shop.
A lady called me "Tiny". I've never been called tiny before.

I'm also working on a way to get down to the tacoma hash run, this Saturday. I'm doing something I've not done before in the past.. asking for help ie.. a ride.
I kind of already have 2 offers for rides.

Friday is going to be 70 degrees and sunny. My arms and hands are already cringing.
I got a lot more ice cream to make today to make sure I dont have to make any on friday cause there wont be any time.

Shit.. i'm not dressed yet and i have to leave for work in like 2 minutes.

Big Bad Moon

I'm off to go on my first Hash* run.
I'm so excited.

*Hashing