The Joint

Below are various quotes from guys that I have received via a personal ad. Some make me feel so damn good.

What kind of fool would divorce you? Oh Well I guess his loss could be my gain. Reply to me and let's see where it leads.

You are very beautiful...But sure you heard that a million times.

There were others too and this guy I've seen twice so far.. just thinks i'm the sexiest thing. It makesme happy. I messaged with him a little toniight after i got home from the hash.

ALmost all moved in to the new place. Started setting it up too. time to go to bed however. as 5 am will come soon

Another Day

I got an apartment. Its 2 blocks away. So thats a good thing. I get to stay in ballard. Its a smaller place (1 bedroom). So thats a bit of a bummer trying to figure out how to fit 1 1/2 rooms worth of furniture into it. Specially since my bedroom is smaller.

BUt I got a place and its cheaper, by about 70$.

Work is going well.
I looked at some pictures of myself today and thats was all it took for me to get off my ass and start realizing what I'm actually putting in my mouth. I'm around 150 pounds right now and I dont like it. Not one bit. I have to get back to my lowest weight or lower for burning man. So approx 15 pounds.

So all in all.. life is ok. I dont get to do much hashing anymore, due to work. My week this week.. OOF.. every one of my shifts is from 7 or 6:30 in the morning to around 5pm. Yep.. 10 hour shifts. But I could so use the money and the over time money too.

This is going to be one insane week for me. I've got 5 boxes packed so far. So much more to do. But its a start.I get the keys on the 15th.

I found something so stupid out the other day.. the library actually has good music cd's not just education/classical/foreign language stuff. Right now i'm listening to some John Coltrane, before that was Air, and Pink, and Alice Cooper, Bad Religion and a few others.

The family meal tonight was so damn awful. It was a blend of diced chicken and mashed potatos. While normally chicken and potatos would be good. This was mixed with onions and something else i dont remember. It just looked like shit. But i was able to get some of it down as that was going to be all I was to have tonight. I also ate a little cobb salad w/o any chicken in it.

OK one more box to pack for the night, then to get to bed for my 5am wake up tomorrow.

What You're Doing

I'm fuckin freaking out. I still have no leads on an apartment. And I have to be moved in 20 days or less.

I should be also be asleep tomorrow.. for its another 7 am start ie 5am wake up 10 hours hostessing kind of day.

My life is so fucked right now.
I'm gonna go cry and hope for a better tomorrow.