Stella Was a Driver and She Was Always Down

Today was a good day. It was "christmas day" ie tuesday. Pardon me as I copy a post I just wrote a little while ago. Its the start of this blog entry. or towards the start anyway.

i made a weird pasta dish.
I napped.
I drank.
I cleaned.
I even cut some fabric. (never got those curtains made however)
I watched the rest of dexter season 1. (man thats some fucked up shit)
I sent text messages of well wishes for the holiday.
I put a clay masque on my face.
I made and ate an entire package of cinnamon rolls.
I drank.

I had a great day. I feel good.

I spent entire day alone. In various states of undress. .. undress.. hmm pardon me. I just had an idea for a picture.

OK 5 or so minutes later i got the shot I wanted. I think. Its decent. ANyway. Good day. Sipping now on elysians ESB. Its yummy.

I thought a lot about someone today. Not the someone you probably think I was thinking about. There is someone I only know from a message board. And she's hurting. ALl sorts of things. In some ways I'm just aching to try to make her hurt less. I feel for her in a way I've never felt before.

I also thought about friends I havent talked to in a while. My LA friend. And Kelly.
And Dorinda.

The date guy texted me back. I really hope I have plans with him soon. New Years eve would be lovely.

Tomorrow I go running.

But for the rest of the night. Its me, happy lil me.

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When will I see you again

I kissed a boy on friday and a little bit more than kissing on saturday. I actually went out on a real date. Drinks and a movie. He is super nice and we have so much in common. He has been to burning man for 4 years.

will this turn into anything? I have no idea. But damn It made me feel so good to be held and kissed. Waking up the next morning and cuddling after santarchy with our legs and arms all entwined just thinking about it brings a smile to my face.

No sex yet, but maybe soon.

I'm going to miss going up to cap hill on mondays its been so awesome for me to get out and meet and mingle amongst the "community" (drink) of burners.

Santarchy was a awesome time. Little missmanaged but eh... 400 something santas are hard to manage.

Here was my outfit for it

Time to head to work.
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Are You Satisfied?

Around me is nothing but fleece.
I got orders actual paying orders for the fleece scarves I make. Giving one away as a gift created 4 of the orders.
Currently cutting the purple and black one. The pink and grey one is sitting on my desk in the on deck circle to be cut up. There is a red and black one pinned and waiting to be sewn and another red black one waiting to get pinned up.

I'm tired. More of a physically exhausted. Oh i slept fine. Today I'm going into work to work on my 11th day in a row. SUre the paycheck will be mighty, but really was it worth it to the stress on my hands and back. I am now having to take breaks on my cutting and sewing cause my hands are just tired and sore.

After sewing and cutting all these scarves I have to work on my outfit for santacon. THats this saturday. WHen a sea of red will take over a neighborhood in seattle and barhop and cause fear? excitement? smiles? laughter? agony? Who knows.

I may be doing some volunteering again in the near future. Seattle had some killer rains the last week and there was a lot of flooding south of here. I may go down with a crew to do some cleanup work and donation work. We will see how that pans out. I so would love to do some good work since I dont celebrate that big ole holidya anymore its still in me to give.

I've been doing a lot of reading recently. But when the books are this good its easy to get through a book a week. This weeks book is Dead Beat, part of the dresden files series, by Jim Butcher. Less than 50 pages to go.

Did i mention i was tired?

I'm still around 150 pounds. That hasnt changed. I am eating better, slightly. I'm eating salads more often as a start of my lunch or dinner so I dont eat as much of main course.

I may have a date this week too. Not sure if its going to be a date or if its just two people going out for drinks. Guess I will find out soon when he emails me again.

It would be nice to date again. It would be nice to have someones hand in mine. Nice to kiss and touch. I was actually considering, I dont even remember the last time I've kissed someone.

Other than that life is good. My mom is coming to visit so I gotta start getting this place in order. Its a fuckin sty right now. Eh, I'll have all of the 25th to clean my place.

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