Paranoid Android

Well at least i learned 1 day in advance that I've gotten to big to fit into my halloween costume that i've been planning to wear for weeks.

Fuck.
FUCK.

I seriously need to get control of my willpower. I seriously need help here. I also need a machete to cut my belly off. Maybe I should start purging or taking meth or something. I've heard that helps with dieting (i'm kidding btw)

I cant even zip the damn thing. I'm too big everywhere. It fit me only a couple months ago. Lets see.. end of august.. that little camping trip. I figure I'm about 10-15 pounds bigger than i was at the end of the thing in the desert.

I'm now going to cry my fat self to sleep. Tomorrow is another day to try to do better with my eating, cause i completely porked it out today.