Pudding Time

Well its finally happened. I'm a girlfriend. Its only take what.. like 3 years. Bryon is just the sweetest guy and he treats me oh so well. I just feel so comfortable around him and I dont know. Its just awesome. Not to mention the sex.. which is also awesome.

There are probably a lot of reasons why he and I shouldnt be together. But some how it all works. I'm so deliriously happy with him and I just feel so good being in his company. I every once in a while I have to tell myself.. yes.. you are someones girlfriend now, cause at times I just cant believe it. I hope this relationship lasts for a long time.. cause he is just that awesome.

So many firsts too with him and that goes to the whole feeling completely comfortable with him. I actually fell asleep spooning with him one night.. and normally cannot sleep with anyone or anything touching me. But there i was in his arms, asleep for hours and woke up completely amazed at that fact. Its so weird..he keeps changing my life and my mood for the better. He makes me feel so good. Other parts of my life are changing too and perhaps for the better. I just see life so much differently, like my marathon coming up tomororw. Which I normally would be a nervous wreck over today. Nope. I'm so at peace with it and so like "what ever happens happens" I know I will do the best I possibly can with the training that I have accomplished. And thats ok. Did bryon help me with that? I dont know for certain. But life just seems so much more positive and happy for me now and I'm not going to question it.

He is a great guy and I am so damn happy he is in my life.