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Edit on nov. 3 now that I'm well rested and awake, mostly here goes the fill in with the slew of stuff.
An award at work:
On wednesday was our monthly work meeting. You gotta get up real early for that one. I got an award. Its for all the hard work I do, its called a Caring award cause I care. Everyone was so happy for me and said how much I deserve it and were always wondering why I had never gotten one before. I got a 25$ gift certificate to barnes and noble. I was just so giddy about it for the rest of the day.
The new red dress?:
So down the street from my work is this new little boutique. In the window for the past week or so they have had this red dress. I kept saying, if i ever have the chance I'm going to go in there and try it on. Then yesterday got weird. I left my house at what I thought was the right time only to find out I got to work an hour early. very strange indeed. So into the store I went. I went straight to the rack that held the dresses. The sales girl says to grab a bigger size than I normally would wear, cause they run small. So I grabbed the 8 and the 10. I tried the 8 first and it fit beautifully. It looked amazing on me. I found out how much it would be with my discount and I told her to hold it for me. Until after my weekend, when I will be doing quite a bit of shopping. But wow... what a dress. It would be a perfect holiday dress.
Halloween and all of its fun and sexiness:
Had a fabulous day at work on halloween. I wore that silver/black gown that I have always wanted to wear but was never able to fit into. I fit in it now and let me tell you the jaws just dropped after I got my hair and makeup done. One person said I looked like a movie star and that I was that stunning. Someone was like can you dress like that every day?
After work I changed into the cheerleader costume. Which is another one that I never thought I would ever fit into. Oh my gosh.. was it still a bit snug, but looked fabulous. I had a great time at the pub that night. Hung out with some people I know only from that bar, but hey every once in a while they buy me drinks. Halloween was a fabulous day for me.
Its not the dresses anymore, its me.
So while trying on that red dress that i mentioned above, I realized something. For a long time I was buying pretty dresses and gowns to make me look pretty as if the fabric covering me would be just the pretty dressing for something that was ugly underneath. Now thats not the case. I feel and look so beautiful and I know it. So now its a pretty dress on a pretty girl. The way it should of always been or should I say the way that it was, but not the way that I knew it. It feels good. Now I can buy my pretty dresses knowing that they are only the dressing and its whats inside the dress is what makes the dress look good.
Gosh I had a few more things to write about but that will be in another post. Off to a spin class with a friend from work. OOh gotta hurry!
An award at work:
On wednesday was our monthly work meeting. You gotta get up real early for that one. I got an award. Its for all the hard work I do, its called a Caring award cause I care. Everyone was so happy for me and said how much I deserve it and were always wondering why I had never gotten one before. I got a 25$ gift certificate to barnes and noble. I was just so giddy about it for the rest of the day.
The new red dress?:
So down the street from my work is this new little boutique. In the window for the past week or so they have had this red dress. I kept saying, if i ever have the chance I'm going to go in there and try it on. Then yesterday got weird. I left my house at what I thought was the right time only to find out I got to work an hour early. very strange indeed. So into the store I went. I went straight to the rack that held the dresses. The sales girl says to grab a bigger size than I normally would wear, cause they run small. So I grabbed the 8 and the 10. I tried the 8 first and it fit beautifully. It looked amazing on me. I found out how much it would be with my discount and I told her to hold it for me. Until after my weekend, when I will be doing quite a bit of shopping. But wow... what a dress. It would be a perfect holiday dress.
Halloween and all of its fun and sexiness:
Had a fabulous day at work on halloween. I wore that silver/black gown that I have always wanted to wear but was never able to fit into. I fit in it now and let me tell you the jaws just dropped after I got my hair and makeup done. One person said I looked like a movie star and that I was that stunning. Someone was like can you dress like that every day?
After work I changed into the cheerleader costume. Which is another one that I never thought I would ever fit into. Oh my gosh.. was it still a bit snug, but looked fabulous. I had a great time at the pub that night. Hung out with some people I know only from that bar, but hey every once in a while they buy me drinks. Halloween was a fabulous day for me.
Its not the dresses anymore, its me.
So while trying on that red dress that i mentioned above, I realized something. For a long time I was buying pretty dresses and gowns to make me look pretty as if the fabric covering me would be just the pretty dressing for something that was ugly underneath. Now thats not the case. I feel and look so beautiful and I know it. So now its a pretty dress on a pretty girl. The way it should of always been or should I say the way that it was, but not the way that I knew it. It feels good. Now I can buy my pretty dresses knowing that they are only the dressing and its whats inside the dress is what makes the dress look good.
Gosh I had a few more things to write about but that will be in another post. Off to a spin class with a friend from work. OOh gotta hurry!
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