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I'm eating way to much.
And I dont know why. Its not like I'm hungry or should I say THAT hungry when I start eating. But I just dont stop.
I am sure I've regained some weight. I dont know whats gotten into me these past few days.
Tonight all i wanted was donuts or some other type of cake chocolate confection.
I ate way to much tonight.
And then I get up shake my belly fat menincingly at myself. Going.. DUH.. dumbass... how are you going to get rid of this if you keep eating like this. I dont feel guilty about eating the food. I just wish I realize what I'm doing it before or while I'm doing it.
My hair got colored today at work. I'm now a sexy redhead. Pics coming later (more than likely tomorrow when its sunny, I just cant get a good shot of myself here in teh apartment tonight)
gosh i still want chocolate, lovely cakey chocolate. But its almost 11 and I am not going out now for it, that and I ate so much other shit tonight. Blah.
Maybe its work thats upseting me. I dont know. But recently all I just want comfort food.
Tomorrow is another day, maybe tomorrow I will not eat so shittly.
Oh and in other news I signed up for the Big Climb for Leukemia again. If anyone reading this wants to donate to a great cause and support me here is the link to do it. Big Climb Donation
And I dont know why. Its not like I'm hungry or should I say THAT hungry when I start eating. But I just dont stop.
I am sure I've regained some weight. I dont know whats gotten into me these past few days.
Tonight all i wanted was donuts or some other type of cake chocolate confection.
I ate way to much tonight.
And then I get up shake my belly fat menincingly at myself. Going.. DUH.. dumbass... how are you going to get rid of this if you keep eating like this. I dont feel guilty about eating the food. I just wish I realize what I'm doing it before or while I'm doing it.
My hair got colored today at work. I'm now a sexy redhead. Pics coming later (more than likely tomorrow when its sunny, I just cant get a good shot of myself here in teh apartment tonight)
gosh i still want chocolate, lovely cakey chocolate. But its almost 11 and I am not going out now for it, that and I ate so much other shit tonight. Blah.
Maybe its work thats upseting me. I dont know. But recently all I just want comfort food.
Tomorrow is another day, maybe tomorrow I will not eat so shittly.
Oh and in other news I signed up for the Big Climb for Leukemia again. If anyone reading this wants to donate to a great cause and support me here is the link to do it. Big Climb Donation


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