Collision

I cannot fuckin live like this.
Holy frakkin shit this computer is so fuckin slow. I dont know what the fuck is going on. I typed the title of this blog than leaned back in my chair for about 30 seconds for it to appear.

And I just restarted the damn thing too. I dont know whats slowing it down all I know is that its driving me fuckin nuts.

That and jason is a fuckin dork. I guess on a first date I was supposed to be all playful and shit and maybe stick my hand down his pants in order to let him know that I liked him.

he said i wasnt flirty or touched him during conversation enough.
I still keep thinkin in my head.. it was a FIRST FUCKIN DATE!
Whatever.
I had a gin and tonic at the bar.
I'm taking my sleep aids and calling it a night. tomorrow.. ooh yea, more drinking.
Saturday, yep more drinking
sunday, heading to the re-bar again. I want to see the cute dj again even if he is gay. Not that there is anything wrong with that.
Monday, I may head up to cap hill to the chac for burner night.
Tuesday. I may dry out.