I was born to love you
So another winning night of insomnia.
Learned late last night that my quilt square was cut entirely wrong. So I'm starting over with a completly new square.
Started cutting the pieces this morning.
Also learned that only one of my prescriptions was refilled. Hopefully by the time I walk to the grocery, the 2nd will be refilled so i can continue to be controlled against births.
I got a surprise visit from glenn shortly after i got home from work last night and he willingly took me to safeway to get the water that was on sale. I'm very thankful that he is being helpful on getting me prepped for the playa. So that 4$ I saved, will be better put to use in my gas tank as gas is "predicted to hit 4$ a gallon". We will see. I did calculate my expenses at 3.50 a gallon. I'm trying to figure out how to do this trip as far as, places I want to stop and rest. Like do I want to go to the hot springs? Do I want to stop at the campground glenn and I've gone to for the past 3-4 years. On the return trip do I stop in roseburg and go to the bar alone. I dont know. I'm not sure if any of those places will be places for me to stop. To many memories and I dont know if I want to create new memories there by myself.
I really wanted to get in to see my therapist on thursday but I forgot to put her on my todo list to call her to set up an appointment. however, My thursday will be booked solid with sewing and swearing at this quilt square.
I will also need to go to safeway tomorrow as big block cheese is on sale and one cannot go to the playa without cheese. Ok well I am sure some people can. But not me. I think one big block of cheddar, one of colby/jack and I dont know.. something else.
I wonder what work will be like tonight. Last wednesday it was pretty nutso.
I'm still unsure if I like it there. Somedays its fine, some days its just like a ice pick to the brain. I keep thinking to myself, I'm so much smarter than this job. But at least I can ocd by keepting the shelves tidy.
I just wish I could get this insomnia under control again. To many songs getting stuck in my head. One night it was "its all over but the crying" by garbage i think. And last night was Control, by Poe. I'm tired. But today has to start now.
eta: I STILL really HATE this fucking apartment.
Learned late last night that my quilt square was cut entirely wrong. So I'm starting over with a completly new square.
Started cutting the pieces this morning.
Also learned that only one of my prescriptions was refilled. Hopefully by the time I walk to the grocery, the 2nd will be refilled so i can continue to be controlled against births.
I got a surprise visit from glenn shortly after i got home from work last night and he willingly took me to safeway to get the water that was on sale. I'm very thankful that he is being helpful on getting me prepped for the playa. So that 4$ I saved, will be better put to use in my gas tank as gas is "predicted to hit 4$ a gallon". We will see. I did calculate my expenses at 3.50 a gallon. I'm trying to figure out how to do this trip as far as, places I want to stop and rest. Like do I want to go to the hot springs? Do I want to stop at the campground glenn and I've gone to for the past 3-4 years. On the return trip do I stop in roseburg and go to the bar alone. I dont know. I'm not sure if any of those places will be places for me to stop. To many memories and I dont know if I want to create new memories there by myself.
I really wanted to get in to see my therapist on thursday but I forgot to put her on my todo list to call her to set up an appointment. however, My thursday will be booked solid with sewing and swearing at this quilt square.
I will also need to go to safeway tomorrow as big block cheese is on sale and one cannot go to the playa without cheese. Ok well I am sure some people can. But not me. I think one big block of cheddar, one of colby/jack and I dont know.. something else.
I wonder what work will be like tonight. Last wednesday it was pretty nutso.
I'm still unsure if I like it there. Somedays its fine, some days its just like a ice pick to the brain. I keep thinking to myself, I'm so much smarter than this job. But at least I can ocd by keepting the shelves tidy.
I just wish I could get this insomnia under control again. To many songs getting stuck in my head. One night it was "its all over but the crying" by garbage i think. And last night was Control, by Poe. I'm tired. But today has to start now.
eta: I STILL really HATE this fucking apartment.
posted by B at 10:41 AM
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