Was There

Paused my black and white bogart movie.
Slowly pulled my zipper on my dress down.
The left strap lays lays down near my elbow.

Its almost time to end another day.
I got home right around 10pm tonight.

I actually fixed myself some "real" dinner. That is if you call a chicken breast and some rice pilaf dinner. I ate only 1/2 of the chicken breast and maybe a cup of the rice.

I then proceeded to eat some pretzels, a chocolate pudding, two little debbie nutty bars and about an ounce or so of cheese. So much for that light dinner.

My dress is hanging about my waist now.
Ive watched 27 minutes of this 1950's black and white movie.
I undid my pony tail and have curled my hair into a tight little bun at the top of my head.

I'm in a weird moody mellow mood tonight.
I cried on my way home from work tonight.
Considering i was like a animal in heat for most of the day, crying on the way home was an improvement? I dont know.

I reread and read again Glenns most recent email to me about this whole deal. I also reread his blog again.

Unfortunatly for me it only creates more questions, that I will never get to ask or get answers for. So it goes.

I looked cute today. In my flowery dress.. which I took a picture of, but havent uploaded it. Maybe tomorrow I will edit this post and stick the picture in.

I'm eating to much however. I know it. I can feel it.
The craigslist guy hasnt written me back. So it goes.

I should watch more of that movie. I've had it to long.

I wore a ring on that finger since February 2000. No wonder why I feel so awkward.

The dress is off.